Red earth and pouring rain

In search of myself

October 23, 2009

Filed under: Impressions — Summer Rain @ 4:37 pm
I am not capable of love, for I am after something more fleeting: the magic of a moment…My life is devoted to collecting to these little seashells of joy, how can I hope to know the majestic greatness of the ocean called love?

I am not capable of love, for I am after something more fleeting: the magic of a moment…My life is devoted to collecting  these little seashells of joy, how can I hope to know the majestic beauty of the ocean called love?

 

On Teaching August 26, 2009

Filed under: Impressions, Thoughts — Summer Rain @ 8:48 am

As each teaching ( or learning ) day goes by, I realise that the best gift that you can receive from your set of learners, is a smile.  A single smile says all : I am happy, I am learning, I am alive.  That is also the only gift I can give back.  It does not matter if he cannot conjugate a verb, it is futile to argue over what kind of a learner she is. He might not write a coherent essay in a lifetime, she might always mess up the sounds. All that fades back into stillness over a single thought : He/She IS.

Alive, Happy, Learning.learning

Isn’t that enough?

 

Flowers for me July 19, 2009

Filed under: Impressions — Summer Rain @ 2:04 pm

mothers-day-flowers

Sometimes the happiest and most beautiful flowers

Are the ones you give yourself

On your quest for the rainbow of Life.

 

The cloud and the flower June 27, 2009

Filed under: Impressions — Summer Rain @ 5:48 pm

Brimming with the waters of life,

the cloud rained over the little flower-

And the flower wrinkled.

Nourished by the green earth

the flower reached out for the cloud-

And the cloud disappeared.


Love, sometimes, is cruel.

 

Dewdrops June 14, 2009

Filed under: Impressions — Summer Rain @ 5:28 pm

like a shy bride the

poem hides in the darkness-

awed by its own light.

if by the rain she

blooms and sheds dewdrop tears

whom does the bud love?

the river’s passion

makes the ocean a mad lover-

Salty crescendos.

on the river bank

I sought out your footprints, while

uncertainty sought me.

the sky answers not

earth’s plea for rain-unfulfilled,

the plea breaks earth’s will.

* these are not haiku, some of them don’t adhere to the syllable count.

 

Let me be June 9, 2009

Filed under: Impressions, Sad — Summer Rain @ 11:42 am

I have no friend, I have no family

the world fails to amaze me;

Your talk is sweet, your words charming;

yet…

Can you not let me be?


I am not a poet, I do not see beauty

I am mundane and in that I thrive,

All I want is a little sunshine and drops

of rain….

Can you not let me be?


I have no need for words, I strew them about

carelessly, like my ideas, the vagabonds;

I know no rhyme, nor reason

Please

Can you not let me be?


My world is alive, it is not imagined

I exist because all nature is

for the simple reason- I am not

dead.

Can you not let me be?


I know no god nor prince

I know no magic, I have no dream

I’ve learned to give myself

hugs

Just to let me be…woman

 

April 28, 2009

Filed under: Impressions — Summer Rain @ 5:34 am

Stillness and calm-the

infinity of silence

Not what is, but not…

 

Longing… April 16, 2009

Filed under: Impressions — Summer Rain @ 3:37 pm

khajuraho1This evening, at the temple fair,

I wanted you to notice, my love,

the beads of sweat trickling 

down my stomach and the kohl-smeared

blackness of my eyes, caught unawares

As I bargained for a trinket.

 

I wondered if your arms smelled

like the land you tilled, fragrant in its fullness,

your smile made my heart beat faster, enraptured.

My feet, covered with dust, scurried along-

Wanting to touch yours, toe to toe.

 

My skin, brown like the face of the earth,

throbbed like the barren one, dearest,

waiting for the rain; my bosom heaving

to the pulse of the breeze; so now I ask 

shamelessly onto your face, my love…

 

Will you be my rain?

Would your love engulf my body even as your eyes do my soul?

Answer me, Don’t my lips speak desire?


 

Orphaned.. April 5, 2009

Filed under: Impressions — Summer Rain @ 1:38 pm

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Sullied by the ocean,

The oyster redeems its glory

In the white of the pearl;

 

The pearl, pure and transparent,

innocently adorns grimy necks,

Unable to name the oyster its own

 

Summer Showers March 26, 2009

Filed under: Impressions — Summer Rain @ 6:35 am

When Beauty chose to pay me a visit..

 

When the artist dropped his palette,

I gathered his mixed-up colours ..

No form nor meaning, 

the colours drench my mind

In joyful sorrow…

                                                 

The raindrop finds a home in earth’s womb

and grows and blossoms..

I am learning from her-I await the raindrop,

hasn’t it always been mine?

                                                               

I am not subject to the sculptor’s tool- chiselled and carved;

I am the ridge in the river’s soul, living and eternal.

 

When the moon rises today, keep a song for me , on the clouds…

Perhaps my soul would reach it, across the breeze of day.